It's about 5-6 years since I last hung out with my childhood friends, JiaHui and Elaine. I do see JiaHui sometimes because we're still staying at the same block, but what can we do while taking the lift? How much of talking and catching up can we do while I have to get down at 10th floor?
So one fine day, lol, JiaHui decided to create this whatsapp chat and we're out. Meh.
The first waitress who took our order was nice. She was polite and all. But that girl that served as our food, my gosh, she's bad. I know you're a tom boy, but we don't owe you a million dollar right??? She came with a bowl of 'we-don't-know-what' because who couldn't see as we're all seated. Basic service, to say the name of the food and place it in front of whoever ordered this. What she did was to whole the bowl in one hand, came over, stood there. That's it. Are we suppose to magically know what is that? So we stared at her. I guess she finally came to her senses that she was suppose to say the name of the food. So she went 'pineapple fried rice'. I said here, and she put my food down with a 'puck' sound on the table.... -.- So the 3 of us started saying that her service was bad and all. She walked to the counter, and glare at us. Like wtf is wrong with her? Moving on, she brought out the rest of our dishes, AND naming them. The attitude didn't improve. Lol, I could have left. I think that our tolerance level is kinda high for this kind of service.
The food tasted okay la, but I think it's because of her service that it seemed like I could have made this myself, or bought it at some kopitiam... 2/5.
It was really awkward for me in the beginning because, firstly, we haven't met after so long. The both of them have been contacting, but me.. I'm like apart from them. Secondly, I am late even though I was the one who initiated the place and time.. Fuck. Thirdly, I didn't really have a good childhood back then.
Yes, we had our fun moments. Playing catching, singing songs, playing games and all sorts. Believe me, I am someone who bear grudges for a long long time. Even if I've forgiven you, I will never forget all those that have done me wrong. I was a primary school kid back then, and the impact is still strong in my head. I'm not gonna further explain the details but I didn't enjoy what happened in between the playing and enjoyment.
I was so afraid that things will be the same. But fortunately, we've all grown up and not as childish as before. Like what JiaHui said, 'we all need assholes in our lives, and we are each other's asshole'. I didn't expect us to get comfortable so quickly. We started laughing, starting talking about what used to happen. It was amazing. The bond we had, it was strong. I know I didn't really enjoy the whole childhood thing, but they made up about 80% of my childhood? The rest was school ._. Pathetic fuck. I didn't have a lot of friends. They were my neighbors, those that I can look for after school. So there's sort of a bond going on there. Yup, it was strong. We literally talked about everything under the moon, school, friends, boys, life and whatever people say after such a long period of break time.
I enjoyed it.
AND I realise I didn't take pictures with Elaine at all. She like taking pictures of others but not taking pictures of herself.. Period. I only took pictures with JiaHui then.
We had A1 porridge for dinner at JP. It looks kinda plain here, but it's chicken slices and cuttlefish porridge. It tastes good!! But had lots of fun here talking about curly hair. Those jokes are like antique. It's like an inside joke between the 3 of us. Those were the stupid silly things we do when we are much younger. That's when you have things to laugh about when we grow older (Y)(Y)
I got so complacent about my size that I kept living in a denial where I always tell myself I will not gain weight no matter how much I eat. Look at the 8th... And I had to chop off my hair which makes my whole face even rounder. Hair grew, I put in effort to lose weight and yup! Here I am in the 9th photo. This picture was taken this year around... September. There were hardly and filter used so I decided to use this. More genuine right?? If not you guys will say that 'walao, cheater sia! Edit mah, I also can', that kind of things.
Meh. I want to lose more of my fats la. I don't really want to lose my chubby cheeks. I just want to get rid of my double chin. So irritating and fugly. Well, wish me luck.
And I miss my childhood friends. Let's start everything all over again (:
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