Friends

I can finally and officially say that everything's over , everything's back to normal . 

P.S sorry for what I've said .

Not gonna say much about how's my life been going on . Well .. It's interesting . Interesting is the only word to describe my life now , lol . Well , I'm thankful for all that has happened actually . Despite all the dramas , I knew who stayed , who left , who's real , who's fake .

Today's post will be more of a picture post ? Lol , I'm not feeling really good inside these days . Maybe because .. I've no idea . Well , okay larh , I gotta admit .. Being single is tough .. Everytime we ( Jo and I ) walk around , we see couples hugging , holding hands .. It makes me feel kinda jealous , LOL ! Though I really miss those feelings but .. It has become like a nightmare to me .. I am just afraid .

Well , I'm waiting for my dearest LinHui to wake up , and come to my house ^^ It's been a long time since we actually hang out . JUST US , no interruptions , nothing at all . I really appreciate a friend like her (: We give attitude , meet only once or twice a week , but the friendship has never ended . Sometimes it appear kinda rocky , but nothing happen . Thank God for a friend like her ! I know she love me as well :P 

Okay larh .. I'm really out of things to say today ..

O Level Chinese ( retake )

I'm back to updating my blog (: 

Josephine and I on top <3 

Lol , recently , okay wait .. Few months ago , I've found out that my so called good friend was such a bitch . As in , a real bitch , she's a betrayal and yup , many told me to be careful of her .. She called me materialistic behind my back , she said that I bragged about about a guy , just because I shared with her -.- Well , what about that guy who fell in love with her twinnie ? If I'm bragging , ain't you bragging + telling the whole world . You once tweeted something like this , don't wanna say jiu don't say larh . End up ? You did the same thing to Josephine . HAH .

Well , anw , that's not the point . My point today is on my O level chinese paper today . ( first winking attempt :P )
Honestly , the paper was somewhat managable . Many top chinese scorers in my class was saying that it's quite tough , though managable , but tough . However , those chinese failures think that the paper was kinda alright .. Hmm , it's kinda depressing though .

I have a feeling that my P1 question 3 will be out of topic .. BUT ! I confess that it's gonna be alright ! It's gonna be alright ! It's gonna be ALRIGHT !! ARGH ~
Paper two was done so not to standard larh .. Okay , the comprehension part was cleared by me .. But the MCQs .. My standard is like 23/30 ? I got like what 17-19/30 ? The heck ? Sigh ... I DON'T WANNA RE-RETAKE !! I'm gonna get at least an A2 this time !! Argh ...

Jo and I have like totally no appetite to eat larh .. Even though we had Mac for lunch , but it's like mcwing ? Even a none upsize mcwing can feel both of our stomach ( we're big eaters ) . Walked to her house after that , pouring out our problems to each other (: It's been a long time since I'm able to trust somebody so much to share everything .

A failed attempt to wink XD 

Whatever the shit is .. Ms Liang ( chinese teacher ) checked through our answers and gave us a set of answers .. Well , that set of answers differ a lot from mine .. 

However , just a moment ago , Jo sent me a message with a different set of answers . My front part improved , but the back deproved ):

Good for her , she scored 28/30 (Y)(Y) Jiayou ~

Things are really unexpected huh ? My Ups became down , my Downs became up , lol ? Haha ~ Chinese paper was Up to down . I totally flank it with my mouth open wide .. I was so confident the first time I took it , but end up ? B3 -.- But now , I felt that I've done badly ... So how ? C5 ? I DON'T WANT !!! I WANT A1 !!!! 

please ? pretty please ............ 

Sighhh .. What's done cannot be undone though .. I gotta accept the fact barh :x 

I'm not gonna think of the paper anymore after today (: lol , I hope I can -.- Shall go to bed soon .

Jogging in the morning tomorrow ? GOGOGO ~ Don't give excuses TienMin !

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BV audition

Hmm .. BV audition was over . It happened yesterday , and all I could say was , God showed me that he was always faithful ..

I was in a complete mess before going for the audition . Though I signed up for the audition from like 2 weeks ago ? I only knew what song to prepare on thursday . Since I have cheer training on thursday , I'm only left with friday . And on friday , I have netball practices for interclass .. Hence , I'm only left with the night , and the morning before I go for the audition .. It was a perfect recipe for disaster can !

Well , we're ask to find a partner and go in as pairs . So , I partner this really really young girl Angel , 13 . She's in choir together with me as well and is in soprano , while I'm in alto . It's a totally different thing can ! She's the high pitch group while I'm in the low pitch group .. Trying to accommodate to each other's voice wasn't a really easy thing to do .. After we managed to accommodate , here comes another problem -.-

We're told that we have to sing parts ( background voice ) It's a hard thing to do ! Beginners will always get mixed up with the melody .. Well , only alto sing parts , so I've to learn the parts in like who-knows-when-it's-our-turn-to-sing minutes .. Chiong to find the pros for help lorh .. After panicking , I've decided to try to catch it the very best that I could , at most I any how bomb ..

All I could do was to pray . The criteria was :
1. Projection of voice
2. Preparation of song
3. Quality of voice
4. Ability to bring down the presence of God ?
It's a church BV , so the 4th point is very important . To be able to do the 4th point well , is to have a strong relationship with God .. This is something I lack of .. My relationship with God is like .. I don't read the bible , my daily prayer doesn't even go pass 5min .. I feel so guilty can ?

So due to nervousness or maybe , due to listening to the wrong version , I was faster in terms of tempo to the ones the judges based on .. So , I was concluded to have tempo problems .. As for the second song , they said after I sang , they had goosebumps , it's a really good thing hor !! They said I was the best in bringing the presence of God down .. I almost cried larh ! God really showed me that even when I'm faithless , God will always be faithful to me . The results doesn't really matter to me . It's the experience that's worth . I'm really glad that though things didn't turned out the way I thought it would be , it was better than I thought how it would be (: