Second chance .

To many , I'm strong . To me , I'm weak . I fall under the power of LOVE . Love towards friends , family and my love one . My words may hurt , really hurt sometimes , but deep down , I don't mean to hurt . It's just I can't stand to lose a quarrel when I can make my stand . And if I lose , I feel like showing my attitude , hah . That's me . But when the other party showed me their soft side , a side that I seldom see , I give in IMMEDIATELY . Well , I give in a bit too quickly that I'll pull back again . It's like I wanna leave you , okay I'm sorry , I won't leave .. Okay la , rest awhile ?

Second chance . It's not exactly a second chance because the amount of time we part is like ......... 12 hours ? Lol . Like a normal . But .. The thought of parting really pains my heart , and I know you do to . That side you showed me was a side I bet no ones has seen it . It's shocking at first , I fret . I've no idea what to do . But then again , the thinking came , feelings start flowing through me , my heart starts to hurt , and then softens , on the other hand , hardens again . Knowing what I want and getting what I want is 2 totally different things . I know I wanna give up , I wanna give up so badly , but I don't bear to give up AT ALL . It's like I love you but I hate you . I want you but I don't need you . I care about you but I don't give a shit . It's just this contradicting thoughts I have in my head all day long . I gotta forget about giving up , I gotta forget about letting you go . I promise . And keep what you promise . ‘ 为了你，我不会生气了’ Remember this .