Flexible .

I just can't agree more to this above . Right now , all I'm thinking of , is change . 

I wanna be more considerate , I wanna love you more , I wanna be more giving , I wanna be more caring , I wanna learn to give you space , I wanna learn to be independent , I wanna be everything that you need to to stay happy , I wanna be your one and only .

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Well , today was a day I am kinda looking forward to . Went to RP today to get myself enrolled in the school . An enrollment fee of $117 is collected , that's a GREAT way to start school . HAHA , no la , just kidding (: It was kinda awkward to go with my mom >< I've no idea why I brought my mom along , but maybe I just want her to be proud of her own daughter . After enrolling myself in , I still have so much things to do like buy a new laptop , configure my laptop , get my hair and nails done , get my singpass done and so on . And all these spells one word - trouble .

Well , then back to my original life . GekPoh . Boyfie ain't going to school for 2 days , well which means I'll not wanna go to work . However , I've given love a new motto : Just bear with it no matter what . You don't have to understand what I gotta bear , but it's just something I'll follow . No matter how hard , how tough , how unbearable it may be , because I believe I change because the pain is too great . After I change , the pain will therefore be gone . I shall have such naive thinking from now on to avoid any more heartbreaks , rubbish or whatsoever that's gonna break me . I promised you I ain't gonna cry anymore , and ' Just bear with it no matter what ' , I won't cry even if my tears ain't cooperating .