Whatever , I am tired of saying sorry .

Sorry ? I don't understand , ain't saying sorry is because you know you are at fault , and wants forgiveness ? Demanding a sorry from another person , and saying sorry back to the person after he apologized , and hoping for a forgiveness ? Oh please , that ain't how sorry works . If you hate something , then don't do that something . I don't understand why ' dog ' has to come int such conversation .. It's meaningless . Dog is such a loyal animal , so cute , so loving and man's best friend . When owner is sad , a dog will know , and comfort it's owner . Why take a dog as a comparison for listening to others ? Might as well take students ?! Ain't students the ones always listening to teacher ? I don't see the point .. A relationship goes both ways . Both have to remain calm , not everytime , yes , not all . But not everytime getting worked up .. You are the one , always asking me not to leave , but always the one making me leave .. If i don't leave , the cycle repeats .. Why you ever know ? 拿的起，要放得下。要不然，一开始就不要去尝试. Always trying to pull me back , making me feel guilty .. That's the love you want ? When i really love you , you throw me down . I went so high up over you , and you drop me from there , not even leaving a pillow down there . How can i possibly not leave , and why can't i leave ?? I just don't understand .. Since you pull me back , i kept quiet , don't wanna say about it already .. Then ?!! Yelling , screaming ... Asking me to swallow all this as well ?! Demanding a sorry from me FIRST ? Well .. I am tired of saying sorry .. Even if you do .. I won't accept it anymore .. Only thinking from your point of view .. Don't say from my view , think from others view .. What have people been thinking about you ?? What have i been thinking about you ? And look back yourself , what you think about yourself .. I am tired .. Tired of swallowing anger , my stomach is full . No more anger can be stuffed in , that's why i vomited , but you stuff all my vomits back down my throat ..Thanks for being such a great bf .. I know i sucks , but you ain't any better ...