Knock Knock , who's there ?

So sad , but who to call ? So sad , but who will comfort me ? Tried calling both my good sisters , one hung up , one left unanswered .. And the next person that come to my mind , him .. I didn't really expect it to be him , but .. Yah (: Sad , but i can't call my boyfriend . Why ? Coz he will say ' 哭什么苦? ' Which makes me speechless . So , i don't like to be treated like this , i find someone else . You can keep all your hugging and comfort line for others .. Wanna say i dig back old stuffs ? Sorry , I'm not . It's appearing in my mind , everyday , refreshing it . I love you so much that i can't bear to get angry . Yes , i am sad . But you ? Guilty or not ? Scolding me when i say .. -.- All the comments ' should slap him ' , ' should break ' , ' what the fuck , why he like that derh ? ' . All the comments did not shake me .. But i still get constant anger from you , scolding , unhappiness , unsatisfactory from you .. Trying to say i post this to make you guilty again ? You're wrong . It's because i have nobody to go to , nobody to say to , no shoulder to lie , no chest to cry on , no pets to talk to .  That's why i blog in here , that's why it's called BLOG .. And since you don't feel guilty at all , i don't think i should ..