我真得很怕，时间不能改变一切。

This few days , my mood is not very stable uh . If i scold euu , i am sorry . If i ignore euu , i didn't mean it .. I woke up later today , around 11:30 . My muscle was aching till like mad due to PT yesterday , too hiong , But i like it . It made me pain , Making me dun feel like going out . It made me doesn't need to face the world outside , it's really too scary ! Shaq day uh , but Korkor bought breakfast for me , && Mama bought Tempura && Bubble Tea for me , Thanks People . Love euu all TTM kayzxc !

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我好想放弃啊!我好痛苦，好心酸。我很难过，很心痛。你们都不知道，你们都不了解。你们看爱的方式和我一点都不像。你们讲的，我都明白。可是我讲的，你们明白吗？还是，你们用你们的想法来明白，不是用我的想法吧。你们不要再给我意见了。我开始恨你们了。对不起，我爱他。你叫我不爱，我就不爱吗？我叫你不爱，你能不爱吗？若你做不到，就别瞎说，我不是万能的。我也是人，也有情绪，也有想法。不要在控制我了，我快受不了了！