People change so quickly due to bad influence

Haix... like wat i said in the previous post, today will be fun day or sad day.

And realise it's more happy then sad, but still have sad part.

Happy part was, i jiafen to 30 lerh (:

It's the 30 that keeps me going on, euu start to pat my head, have eur arms across my neck lerh.

I miss the old us )'':

And for why i say people change, this are the following i wana say to from deep inside me and what i feel.

To joel and gladys:

Joel:

Euu realise when euu move to jurong and we played bb at 812 court.

Euu gave me eur number and we kept on meeting outside to play bb.

Euu always laugh with me joke with me.

Play so fun with jackie and me.

But since euu chap, euu all change.

Euu smoke more and more.

Euu last time can control, but not anymore.

Euu wun smoke infront of me last time coz euu know i cnt tahan.

But now?

Eur attitude change the most.

People play with euu, euu scold people simi lanjiao!

Last time will giggle den point middle finger.

Now leh?

Smoke smoke smoke....

Den euu start to diao me nowadays...

To Gladys:

Remember when we first talk?

We kept laughing and laughing but now?

Maybe euu did not realise but euu also start to diao me lerh.

Euu last time can control eur smoking thingy buden not now leh?

Euu say euu bad mood nvm buden after lan?

Euu lend me $2 the time, euu pass to me with one black face.

I also dun dare to take but coz of zhiwei derh funny action den i laugh so nvr say wat.

Den euu go buy drink come back face still vry black.

Den haix... People change larh...

Am i the one that changed? Am i the one that change so euu all hate me and behave like this? I dun understand sia ):