Euu became a monster

Morning peepo, i woke up with a heavy heart today.

I cnt go out today, wana go down namdai play audi at GP lan derh.

Buden mama dun allow me to go out, but later at evening erzi going for bb training.

I only have morning to pei him but cnt go out today.

Plus i so called quarrel with jeremy and joel today morning.

They all change...

He told me he has changed but the inner him has not change. 

But are euu sure eur not changed in the inside?

I really dun know...

Erzi, euu told me what euu had for me right?

Is it true?

Dun give me false hope agn.

Euu plead me not to give up, but will euu give her up?

I dun wana get hurt with eur lies...

Please baby tell me the truth hao bu hao?

I really got to cry daily not only coz of euu, but friends as well.

They all change to a person that i do not know.

Jeremy changed, Joel changed, Gladys changed?

Are euu going to change next?

I hope euu will change but for the better.

Remember what euu promised me?

I hope euu did and will change but to like them )'':