2013

Well , this is gonna be a wordy post .

2012 . It's been nice , sweet , tough , bitter , sad , angry , long , boring , interesting and many more . Everybody experience different things each day , different emotions . Different people come and go in our lives , we can't stop it . To be honest , 2012 has been kinda good . Put aside all those little fuss I create about certain stuffs , I can't complain . Though quarrels and disputes happened , it's part and parcel or growing up I guess ? It's tiring , tough , dramatic , but who cares ? I know when I get old , I have something to tell me grandchildren . It's gonna be awesome .

For 2013 ? I wanna change , really change . Many of you have heard me say this many times , ' I'm gonna change ' but I've not shown the changes . Well , I've lots of aims for next year .

My Aims :
- Be a person with more patient
- To spend more time with my parents
- To spend more time with God
- To lose weight ( 47 kg ) and keep fit
- Be a more optimistic person
- Not to be a princess
- Achieve my goals , dreams and visions

2013's gonna start well , I believe that it's gonna start well . Gonna countdown tmr , welcoming my sweet 2013 . School will start much later for me next year , in April . Where do I find a stable job with reasonably high pay like $7/hr ? Who should I ask to be my jogging partner ? What school and course do I choose ? Oh my .. Question after question .. It's making me panic already .

2012 O level students , ready for your results ? Well , I'm not . I'm currently believing for a 10 points .. I don't know what I'll get , but I'm just hoping , don't judge me ! Those who've studied , I believe you people will do well . For those who didn't study , I believe you'll get the results that you've expected , or due to moderation , you got higher than what you've expected . As for me , I studied a day before my paper , how stupid ? I just couldn't get the O level feeling into my head , not to say my heart . I just didn't feel the need to . But one day before the paper , I know I gotta study even though I've no feel . Once I entered the examination hall , there it goes . My heart starts beating faster , my teeth kept chattering , my hands kept moving , my legs kept kicking , I'm anxious , nervous and afraid of the paper . It's like a monster waiting for me to start a fight with it . And now , I'm out of the cave with those GIANT monsters . I feel like I'm now waiting for my master to reward me for my performance , LOL ! Or maybe punish me for my lousy performance . But nonetheless , I'm praying for reward and not punishment la .. Who likes punishment ?

2013 , please start my year right by showing me good O level results alright ! I wanna enjoy 2013 , I wanna have fun in 2013 . Please give me interesting friends in Polytechnic , fun lecturer and coach too !