' I don't cry over small matters coz i'm not a cry baby , i smile not coz i'm happy '

Just a quick post before i leave the house . I am fucking suppose to have CCA today !! I wanna fucking attend !!!!!! I skipped partly because i have bible study , but also because i put you above everyone else . You said you wanna meet me at 3 , i left school at 1:30 . So now's 3 and you're at home taking your shower ? I could have left school at 2 or 2:30 !! You know how important it is ?? 

You still can joke with me when you are apologising . It ain't helping me to fucking get any better !! Please larh .. You're my friend , so please treat me like one by being punctual . If you're late at least tell me before hand larh ! And how is playing table tennis more important ? While apologising , you still can ask me to ask you who you playing table tennis with ??!!!! Fuck larh hor !! It's not helping , it's actually hurting me okay ? Know girls well ? So sorry , i freaking proved you wrong okay ?!!! 

Why the hell should i forgive you ? Give me a really good reason okay .