' My heart , my love , it's all not explainable ' 

It seems to myself that i still can't make up my mind .. I cried for you again , today , i miss you . I just cannot explain all this to myself , or to anyone who asked . I said that i hate you , yah , for that moment , i hate you to the core can ? The next moment , i wanna see you , i wanna meet you .. It's not that i wanna patch back or whatever .. It's just the feeling ~ 

Haha , anyway , countdown is coming . It's suppose to be a time where we spent time with love ones . HAHAHAAHAHA ~ So , please , don't spent your precious time with me boy . Go and try , go and have some time with her ^^ Best wishes , wish me as well ^^