Trust is just like domino .. Easy to fall , hard to build up .

It isn't easy for me to leave just like that .. I know i am hard on you , I know i am tough on you . Sorry , i am really sorry . I miss you , you believe ? I told you i won't delete our photos , i told you i will keep in a file . Yes , i copied and paste them all in a folder called memories . I looked through them and cried . For 10 months , you have been taking care of me and i really appreciate it , thank you so much . I am sorry , for doing this .. Love is just weird . People say a relationship needs a lot of quality time . But once you have a lot of quality time for a long period , you start to get sick .. You know and talk so much when both spend time , after knowing all about the other party , there is nothing much to talk about especially when both is from different religion , have different hobbies and share different interest . It is very hard to communicate .. I can't tell you that i have totally given up , but yes , i have given up on us being together again . Though we both love and miss each other , i won't treat you like before because i am sick of it already . Friends . We are good friends , right ? We still can talk and hang out , just that we are not often . I saw this on tumblr , bestfriends are friends that seldom meet and rarely talk , but when one has problems , the other will surely be there to support . These is best friend , this is good friends . I am sure you and I both can find a better partner each , we will both enter poly , meet new and different people . Let's hold hands and walk together towards our new path finding ourselves a better partner (:

Splitting up for a few days made me feel such a big big difference . When we are together , I tend to get scared easily , mind for a lot of things , I am damn grumpy , always angry , etc .. When we are not together , we both can spend time with friends and families , do things that we like without being afraid that one of us will get angry , no quarrels at all , and we feel happier and less stress . Perfect !