There is no fairness in life .

Again . Long time no post . 
Quarrels after quarrels after quarrels . But things between us are still going fine . It can be really tough sometimes , but thinking back , sweetness fills my heart . Thus , letting go will be really hard , plus , i love you boy . Haha , like you said ' I am wild ' , so really really bear with me alright ?

Anyway , things at baby's house wasn't at all smooth .. Just because i never say ' auntie chi fan ' , you gave me a freaking black face , say that straight in front of the whole family ?!! And what now ? The first person i called when i step in to the house is you , complained that i never call ? Please larh , even baby's ah gong ( with hearing problems ) said in chinese ' auntie say you never call ? ' I said ' i have ' , he replied ' yah larh , so loud still say never ! ' What the hell ?!! Feeling of rejected by bi's mom is bad enough , now ah ma ? Next surely is bi's father , right ?! Seriously , i've had enough of all these kind of rejection .. No matter how i tried to respect , but what shit did i get ? Nothing , seriously nothing .. Sigh , but forget it larh , one day , i believe just one day , you people will respect me , and think highly of me . I will fucking prove all of you wrong !!!! 

Plus , baby is sick .. Currently , sleeping beside me , while i use his computer . Seeing him not cared for hurts me so much ): 

Baby , get well soon uh ...
Don't make me heart pain uh ...