Hey people , long time no post and have decided to compare the old and now me . Okay larh , the above photo is me when i was in primary 5/6 . Left is Siti , Me , HuiFen , ShuMei . Seriously , i miss those days . Those days where i wasn't such a bitch , those days where i hang out in school and don't have to bother about studies and still do well . In those days , what are hurts to me ? In fact , I don't feel hurt before . I know i look retarded in this photo larh , but i am still freaking ugly now , not of much difference though . I don't speak vulgarities , don't scold teacher , don't talk back , no nothing . Absolute ' guai - ness ' , like WTF ?! Yah larh , too guai is nerd , to pai is paikia . I do not have to do stupid things or whatsoever larh .. But now ? Look at me -.-

Yah , I've grown a bit older . More matured and grow taller , especially fatter . I hate myself for eating so much but i love to eat , fuck it can ? I wanna lose weight , and ' naively ' think i can just eat and eat with not much exercise .. WTF ?!! Sigh .. Changed so much from the past , from the outer to the inner . I became more of a NT student than a EXP student can ? Yah , studies are better but all attitude almost same lorh . Just that i not that pai and daring as them . I really wanna become a guai kia leh , but last time no boyfriend , now have XD Haha , cnt change lo .. Gonna take care of my fucking ugly face soon .. How should i improve ? ): Just bang wall , everything settled ^^