我很饿。心很不舒服。我很想念你，很想和你说话，但是你不能说。。我很难过。我不可以哭，可是我哭了。

As i am writing this , my tears are falling .. The feeling of loneliness is just so strong . At here , i have nobody to talk to . Only a few niece and nephews that will call me when the see me , nobody else . Sisters working , mother's in bus , otw here , reaching tmr . Have been here , not talking to anybody .. I can't even text or chat with my baby . This feeling really sucks .. Really , literally nobody to talk to ehy . No tv to watch , no nothing .. Only a com , and my mini brain to squeeze out every website that i remember ..Not even my itouch or phone is with me . I don't even know any place , i don't even know what bus to take , how to walk .. I can't even go anywhere alone .. I really hate it , i wanna scream . I wanna go to the beach .. Once i reach Singapore , I wanna go sentosa , but where is there so much homework ? It's just so freaking irritating . I really miss you my dear boy ):

Hungry + Miss you + Lonely = Hell days ..