Money cannot buy everything , Happiness is much needed for me right this moment .

Currently at Ah Bi's house , feeling so down , scared .. I was hungry , but after thinking of coming i was full , coz i am damn scared .. Had my first day of school today ;D It was officially my best day in Pioneer ^^ But the only thing i dislike is that Ms Soh is my science teacher again .. ): My Biology teacher damn cool larh !! Was like so happy i got in to this clas manzxc .. Went to meet JunYuan , XueYi && Xue Jun not long ago .. I hope i can eat later , damn moody , why ? 

Ah Bi , 

I really very scared of euu now . 

Euu show me the fierce side of euu now ? 

Not now please .. 

Dun show me && Say i love euu after that . 

It's very hurting for me .. 

Wonder why i cry just now ,  

Mostly is coz i scared one day i see a Joel that i never see before .. 

It's really scary , euu never know how much it hurts unless it happens to euu . 

Ah Bi , I have fear . Fear of euu && eur family .. ):

I dun wan all this to happen , tell me i am dreaming , please !!!