Sometimes people say it's fate , but to me .. I dun think so ..

Hey , bad mood .. I went to Mac test today && Saw his name .. The manager same name as him , i was like thinking about him all the while , missing the old sweet moments .. Went to GP lan , then saw Cheryl's message about BoonLay CountDown , i was like jumping like mad sial !

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Currently at Joel's house again , waiting for the stupid chicken nia .. Trying my best not to cry now , I scared later Joel ask ' what happen ? ' But all concerns to me are fake man , sorry to say . But if concerns comes with action , i believe that person really care (: Haix .. Later got BBQ , then need to reach home at 10 , Joel say pei me go home ;D Plus he owe me 2 weeks (: Haha , bottling up my emotions now , haha .. Smiling , laughing , beating people , it's just part && parcel of me acting with my mask . I am crying manzxc ... Sadd sadd saddd !!!!!!! Haix .. SomeBody just save me , or just slash me larh . I hope i will be slashed lorh , die but innocently die , haha !! Machiam tv , but i hope real (:

P.S I LOVE EUU