Love is anything && everything to make a pair happy . Love is anything && everything that make a pair breakdown . Love is powerful .

Hey people , i am sad today ... Haix , feeling deeper && deeper . What happened ? I heard his voice on the phone when khoonfai called , it was deep . I felt ... something . But , i just got to keep it to myself . I tell people that i prayed && i saw his name , people will say , ' eh enough larh ! ' ' Eh , dun think too much . ' ' Aiyo , euu vry lame leh . ' Other then Joyce Tan's answer , i dislike the rest . She said ' Wow ! Being christian is vry cool . Having a christian boyfriend is good too ! Woa , God really answer eur prayer leh . ' I am really , really dishearten ... Will he know ? I dun know ...

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Went to watch movie with KhoonFai today , watched Hello stranger && i laughed like mad !!!!! It's funny , but the pain is still there . The pain that euu did not come , the pain that i cnt msg euu , the pain that i cnt call euu to chat . It's really painful ! KhoonFai left earlier , so i was alone there when the movie is ending . I gotta buy bread alone , walk alone , wait bus alone . I was in the bus , thinking about camp . Waiting for next service , && thinking how stupid i am to tell candice i dun wana serve A3 ! I am STUPID !! But God dislike regret , so i pray that i can serve A3 again (: && i dun trust in human , but God alone . Coz giving human trust always makes me hurt in the long run , but trusting God , all i need is faith , hope , patience && wait , i will get what i wan if it's God will , coz God will not ask me to do wrong things that will bring me to brokenheart . But if that happens , meaning that God will give me better stuff after that , Making me stronger is certain areas . So  , all i trust is in God alone . I will trust God that he will give me what i want (: I am growing stronger in the long run , i just need faith ! 

TIENMIN ! JIAYOU ! EUU CAN DO IT DERH , REMEMBER ? NEVER GIVE UP , CLING ON TO HIM && HAVE PATIENCE ! PRAY , PRAY && PRAY MORE !!!