Perhaps it's my attitude , 

I hate everything about home .

Not gonna say about today . Just wana say that my resutls totally sucks , shaq ~ Gonna go out later , stupid mother kept on scolding me . She say that i siao , what the fuck ?! She ask me buy things tmr when my school dismissal time tmr is 1230 ... She just fuck care about my things && problems ? Please lorh , i got my own problems to deal with then she lidat ? What kind of a good mother is she ? Hopefully not going home today , fuck her ! Feel like just packing my bag , leaving this house for GOOD ! Irritating , euu just destroy the whole of my fucking mood larh , jibai ! Nth to post liao larh , empty mind uh !

Jibai larh ! Not happy mai cook larh , i scared eur knife that's on eur hand now ( 3:56 PM ) . EUu think i scared uh ? Slash it on my face larh , stuff it unto my body , make sure it kena my heart uh , mother fucker ! If i ever leave this home hor , i tell euu , euu will surely regret ! I wun take a single cent from euu if i leave this home now . Euu cook dinner for me vry tired , i stress over exams , results , thinking of what present to buy for De Jia tmr && bothering about me && baby ?! Euu think all these is easy for me ? Euu just think about the bad side of me , not the problems i face , why cnt euu just think for me ?! If i buy wrong , i get scolded , that's why i wana go now , go && find . Euu ask me go out after dinner , fine larh ! But baby need to go home right ? I need him to help me see leh , euu nvr think for me , think for him larh ! Pua Jibai ! See eur face , coming home ? Dream on larh , i wun be so nice to reach home 3+ anymore ~ Say good bye to eur teachable tienmin , i am gonna fuck make eur life suffer ! Wana control me , i will take control of eur controls ...