04 September 2010

Hi people, I am back to posting.
No title today, mood swing so no mood to think of one.
Change of blogskin coz i cnt take it, the previous one CMI larh,
I see lerh i also giddy neh ..

Yesterday ; 030910
School's fine, just mainly thinking about my results.
Doing every given task quick in order to make time fly, 
And that method worked (:
Art lesson pass vry quickly though, results are nearer.
We got to go out, 1-1 talk with Ms Shalinee,
And that make me so * shiver * , i prayed before going out , 
Kept praying for a slightly CMI results , and God answer it (:
I shine for the Kingdom of God in my campus , and i am happy about it.
Ms Shalinee says i sure can go a good class next year if i keep up the good work , 
I was so thrilled , kept on * yes - ing* outside when Ms Shalinee is talking to me .
EL 65, B3
HMT 54 C6 ; CMI ~
EM 74 A2 ; One more fucking mark!
SCI 70 A2
HIS 79 A1 ; One more mark ):
LIT 79 A1 ; another one more mark ):
D&T 65 B3 
And that's about it.
L1R5 : 15 , and it sucks alright!
I hate my results, i should have done better then this, wish me good luck for EOY.
I will be praying and studying hard (:


Today ; 040910
I skipped my tuition agn , after today's i will be left with 3 more sessions ,
Happy die me?
Went to meet LinHui at JP before going to church  to report for support , 
And we are late by half an hour , shit ~
Service was meaningful , I learned a lot today from Pastor Tan , 
A person with great faith is a person who does not get offended easily.
I wana be a person with great faith !!! 
Went to meet mom and family after service , they said i can choose anywhere that i wana dine.
End up ? She choose it agn , i asked if i can come back after dinning , she said alright , 
After dinning , she said aiya tomorrow larh , nvr worked . 
After seeing my black face she say okay .
I was thrilled larh , went to see phone , and i might be changing back to W705 .
As i lost it once , Mom hesitated larh , she still thinking about it.
Perhaps next year ? Who knows ?
Went Windowing after that , and that make my mood swing like swing in the playground.
Was once up , den down so fast due to gravity ,
And that gravity is my Mom's fucking word!
I wasted to buy something out of my own money for Big & second sis.
It was my first time using my hard - earned money .
Instead of encouraging me , she said it's useless - WTF ?! ~ 
I was like being Fuck totally upside down larh ...
Den she ask me to buy a bible for Dad, but all we found is full of cartoon.
And she insist on saying that she is right , should buy this give that...
Woa kao ,  I thought i am suppose to choose ?
Forget it , I am useless in eur eyes , but who cares about eur choice when euu dun care about mine ?

Aren't talent ought to be realised?
Aren't good works suppose to be appreciated?
Aren't improvement suppose to be rewarded?
What i have done was realised , good work , but not rewarded.
It's not the money I am eyeing for , but is just the well done.
It's just the wow i want , a reward .
Euu promised to give me this amount for this but now?
Euu just kept delaying the amount of money , 
knowing that i will forget later on ? 
What kind of a good DAD are euu ?
But i know i am working for my future , 
Since euu and good MOM decided to ignore me , 
I will damn fucking prove euu fucking wrong fuckers!

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