Yo peeps, I'm back! Went to find baby early morning.

Fun lurhs ~

 So obsessed to see baby. 

Dk why, i wana break with him but it hurts me to see him cry everytime.

Maybe i still have feelings for him?

I hope so.

 Went for service four today.

Presence of God was just so strong, love the feeling!

Pastor Mike rocks, hope he'll be back soon (:

 Saw papa and mama at service, quite shock larh.

Didn't know papa will actually come with mama.

Thought they are in bad mood, haha!

God is great all the time!

 Many things actually happened haix...

I hope we can be like that past, not like now.

I say break almost after an hour, lols

I know it's me that cnt tahan euu barh.

Haix... baby i am sorry!

 Remember the happy times we used to had?

Before Dawn and Gladys appeared?

We were so happy, always together, seldom quarrel.

But after Dawn, we kept quarreling.

Now after Gladys, i kept wanting to break.

 260609 will last ? 

Hope it will, pray it will!

I dun really wanna break but i just have the urge to break.

Maybe it's just the past.

But now that i'm set free, i am gonna give euu a chance.

If euu nvr see this, den we're considered over.

But if euu see, thank God for it.

Coz i still love euu <3

 I kept smiling and laughing, giggling and jumping around like a small kid.

Euu kept scolding and swearing like my father.

That's one of the wanna break reason.

I hope this will end, and we'll be before like 260609, not 260610.

Alright?

 I kept asking euu to go away.

Euu treat friends better den euu treat me, and euu know it eurself.

I dun wana say anything, just leave but euu claim to change.

Euu sure?!

That's not what i see.

 Life is meaningful but life's like echo.

What euu do will be done back unto euu.

But God's blessing will be waiting for euu at the other end. 

So.... Happy day!

 I wana smile like this forever!

Taking photos together with euu always.

Anytime also take, anytime also hold hands.

Anytime also do what we used to do.

I cry myself to sleep every night, do euu know?

I prayed and the flash back of what euu did kept appearing.

I kept crying asking God why like this?!

But Rev. Mike says if i ask God why me? Why like this?!

God will not answer and remain silent, or else answer why not?

And i think it motivates me alot.

I trust euu as He set me free today/yesterday.

I forgot about the past and looking forward to the future.

These is not the destination yet (:

In God's point of view, he sees my blessing and my starting in one view.

It's just me going through it, so i cnt see now.

But as God reveals it to me, i will slowly see and understand.

Euu too!

Humble humble humble myself down ~