My prayers are heard & answered!

 This is parts of my prayer, from months months ago, until today. I prayed that I have the chance to be close to God agn, though i am serving, And not forsake or forgets me. I prayed that people will stop gossiping about me, people will know that what i do is not wrong and are hated for no reason. I prayed long that i will stop vulgarities including the middle finger thingy and vulgarities sign, and the liers, euu people should know :P These few days i was crying everyday, so i prayed that these will stop, is either he return to me or i will be happy much more happier w/o him. I prayed and ask God to put happiness into my life and i will not cry so much but i cried even more. I Prayed and asked, why people are doing all these to me, and waited for God's answer. And today God revealed himself to me, through bible. I realise the only way God reveal himself to me is through bible, no wonder until today, all answers come out at once. Will explain to those who are not chrtistian later on. So ps rachel, i was praying that's why i nvr reply, i dun wana be interrupted uh, sorry.

And here's the answer that God replied me in the entire of Psalm chapter 69 - chapter 72, It says:

1(Save me O God! For the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in deep mire, where there is no standing; I have come into deep waters, where the floods overflow me. I am weary with my crying; My throat is dry; My eyes fail while i wait for my God.) 2(Those who hate me w/o a cause and hate me more then the hairs of my head; They are mighty who would destroy me, being my enemies wrongfully; though i have stolen nothing, i still must restore it.) 3(O god, you know my foolishness; and my sins are not hidden from euu. Let not those who wait for euu, O Lord God of hosts, be ashamed because of him; Let not those who seek you be confounded because of me, O God Lord if Israel. Because for eur sake i have been borne reproach; Shame has covered my face. I have become strangers to my brothers, and an alien to my mother's children; Because Zeal for eur house has eaten me up, you have fallen on me.) 4(When i wept and chastened my soul with fasting, They became my reproach. I also made sackcloth my garment; i became a byword to them. Those who sit in the gate speaks against me, and i am the song of the drunkards. But as for me, my prayer is to euu, O Lord, in the acceptable time; O God, in the multitude of eur mercy, hear me in the truth of eur salvation. Deliver me out of the mire, and let me not sink; let me be delivered from those who hate me, and out of the deep waters.Let not the floodwater overflow me, nor let the deep swallow me up; and let not the pit shut its mouth on me.)5( Hear me O Lord, for eur loving kindness is good; Turn me according to the multitude of eur tender mercies. And do not hide eur face from eur servant, for i am in trouble; Hear me speedily. Draw near to my soul, and redeem it; deliver me because of my enemies. Euu know my reproach, my shame, and my dishonor; My adversaries are all broken before euu, reproach has broken my heart, and i am full of heaviness; i look for someone to take pity, but there was none, and for comforters, but i found none. They also gave me gall for my food, and my thrist they gave me vinegar to drink. Let their table become a snare before them, and well-being a trap. Let their eyes be darkened, so they do not see; and make their loins shake continuosly. Pour out eur indignation upon them, and let eur wrathful anger take hold of them. Let their dwelling place be desolate; Let no one live in their tents. For they persecute the ones euu have struck, and talk of the grief of those of those euu have wounded. Add iniquity to their iniquity, and let them not be blotted out of the book of the living, and not be written with the righteous.)6( But i am poor and sorrowful; let eur salvation, O God, set me up on high. I will praise euu with a song and magnify Him with thanksgiving.)7( The humble shall see this and be glad; and euu who seek God, eur hearts shall live. For the Lord hears the poor, and does not despise the prisoners. Let them be turned back and confused who seek my hurt. Let them be turned back because of their shame. Those who seek in Euu shall rejoice and those who love eur salvation say "Let God be magnified")8( In euu, O Lord i put my trust. Let me nvr be put to shame. Deliver me in eur righteousness and cause me to escape. Incline eur ear to me and save me. Be my strong refuge, to which i may resort continually. Euu have given the commandment to save me, for euu are my rock of fortress. Deliver me out of the hand of the wicked, and the hand of the unrighteous and cruel MAN. For euu are my hope O Lord God, euu have been my trust since young and took we out from my mummy's womb. I will continue to praise euu and with eur glory all day. Do not cast me off in the time of old age and forsake me when my strength fails. For my enemies speak against me; and those who lie in wait for my life take counsel together, Saying God has forsaken him, pursue and take him as there's none to deliver him.)9( O God do not be far from me. Let them be covered with reproach and dishonor, as they want me to be hurt. But i will hope continually and praise euu even more. My mouth shall tell of eur righteousness eur eur salvation the whole day. For i do not know their limits, i will go in the strength of the Lord God and make mention of eur righteous if eurs only.) Euu teach me form young so don't forsake me when old. 10(O God is high as He is righteous. Euu have shown me great and severe troubles, but shall revive me agn, and bring me up agn from the depths of the earth. Euu shall increase my greatness and confort me on everyside. My lips shall rejoice when i sing to Euu and my soul which euu have redeemed. My tongue shall talk of eur righteousness for they are confounded and brought to shame for those who want me to be hurt. They shall fear euu as long as the sun and moon endure. He shall come down like rain upon grass before mowing.)11( In his days the righteous shall flourish and abundance of peace, until the moon is no more. He shall have dominion from sea to sea and those who dwell in the wilderness will bow before him. And is enemies shall lick the dust. All kings shall fall down before Him and all nations shall serve him. He will deliver the needy when he cries and help the poor w/o helper. He will redeem lifes from oppression and precious shall be their blood in his sight. His name shall endure forever and continue as long as the sun, and men shall be blessed in him; all nations shall call him blesses. Amen and Amen.) Gonna explain in chinese uh, so paiseh for those who do not understand (:

 

1: 上帝,我的眼泪已经盖满了我.

2: 那些无缘无故恨我的人, 而且恨我比我头上的发还多的我还要和他们和好.

3: 上帝,你懂我的蠢和罪.让那些不等候你的人丢脸.他们会应为我而乱.我为了你而被误会.我的脸被丢光了, 因为我为了你的家而兴奋, 所以你降临在我的身上.

4: 当我哭泣而饿肚子当作惩罚时,他们却误会我.他们说我和讲我的坏话.可是我想您祷告,让我离开痛苦和悲哀, 让我离开那些恨我的人和我一直在留得眼泪.

5: 请您听我的祷告.不要在我需要你的时候躲避我.尽快听, 降临在我.把我从敌人那里拉出来.你知道我被误会,我的敌人会在您面前消失.我的心灵受伤. 当我在找安慰者时,我找不到.我不报复, 而让您来处理.

6: 可是我很悲惨, 让您的恩赐把我台高,而我会赞美你.

7: 不骄傲的会欢喜,上帝听受伤者但不会排气罪者.让那些要我痛苦会说我坏话的人, 受委屈和觉得乱.

8: 我相信您,不会让我在丢脸或被排气.让我能逃走着迷宫.靠近我的耳朵, 宁静的听我说.你是我能依赖的强者.让我远离恶毒的人和恶毒和不中心的男人.您是我的希望,您给了我生命.希望你不会在我需要你的时候忘记我.

9: 上帝不要远离我.让他们被误会,因为他们曾要我受伤害.但是我会更加的赞美你.我不知道他们的极限, 但会依靠你而赞美你.

10: 上帝是洁白的,你把悲惨事物摆在我面前,你一定会让我复活,看到奇迹.我会提高我的能力而安慰我每一个角落.我不会说粗话, 而会赞美你然后带悲伤给那些曾经伤害过我的人.

11: 我会有不停的安心,他会带领世界的每一个角落.他的敌人,不爱他或恨他的人会用舌头舔灰尘.需要帮忙的人会的救,他会救每一个生命,把被救的血当宝.每个人会被祝福一直到世界没太阳.Amen means i agree and believe!