26 May 2010

I saw the unexpected

Backiie!! Today school was pretty ZZZ time, me and yingfang kept sleeping like nobody's business :p.
First period was in the hall for the stupid kite programme, some part sparkle make my mood shine, but the rest is like, WTH! My eyelids kept falling down, like i am one that have not slept for days... After that was mother tongue, WTH! It sucks even more, and then josephine came and told me ****** make me chuatio like, HUH! Euu feel that way too? OMG, smart mind think alike, those that think in a different way should be either IDIOT, STUPID, SMALL KID or maybe they it's the one sided (: ( josephine, euu are smart )

Recess was the same old thingy, lol. Geography up next, mr tan show us coming soon, jeremy show me before derh ghost movie, nice show. Stupid sia, keep shouting make me from not scared to keep screaming, haha ( no offence ) English, watch one stupid show, me and yingfang straight away close eyes, head on table then soon fall asleep with both of our hands cramp when awake. Maths was actually a wake up call for, not actually BX or danial. Only those with heart and who knows where they're should change. It's the exact picture miss aida and pearlyn said even though.... Some should know larh, boycott, dk who started it hor, wake up eur idea, lol. ignoring somebody on purpose, together. Insulting and gossiping about just one person. Seriously to me, i think the foreign student are the most innocent, because of some people they got to suffer with us. All locals have fault for making us suffer but only they did not, they somehow got bullied lol. Hector is not the only one who actually got picked or insulted. Please, if euu were in his shoes. Give euu another example, To those who treated me almost the same way, euu know who euu are but i am not trying to say anything, just wan euu people to realise how much it affects me, but euu can continue. Imagine euu people under my shoe, everybody gossips about euu, trying to boycott euu, snatching every friend away from eur OWN class, calling euu names and making fun and making up stories to spread, throw eur keychain away, into either the toilet bowl or classroom, but people return euu a word sorry. What do euu feel? I don't believe euu all can be as cool as hector to not do anything, or like me to forgive. I might have forgiven and not thinking about it anymore, but it will always be in my heart euu know? One day euu will know, coz once i go through this, i will not in Jesus name! But for euu all who once did that, something similar will happen though i dun wish to but it's life. Life is like an echo, what euu gave out will be return to euu, so everything in the past to me or hector makes up the story of our life, and euu people would'nt want that to be in eur life, people think that euu are a watever shit, LONELY GIRL. Maybe euu people don't know, but i am the more sensitive type, i can tell whether euu are talking about me or not, i might hear but i can sense, even if i am not even at the same place with euu, i can sense. I can tell by looking, by eur movements and action, i am not as stupid and low as euu all think of me.

But with Jesus blood, all these hurts will be washed away, and i am free! I was washed, and now i am free. Gona attend asia conference soon, i missed today, but i really miss the conference larh. Only once every two years, so no matter what i will go down derh! God is the love us no matter what we do, no matter if we insult, we scold a vulgarities or do anything that God dislikes he still loves euu. But many just don't understand, we are made under God's image and his likeness, so our heart is also made under is image. Whatever he can do, we can do too! So if he can love those who don't know him, or even curse and swear at him. He will forgive and love him till the day the guy know that he is wrong and even till he's dead. So just euu people, individually can make a difference (:

It's our 11 month! 
Baby me love euu!

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