I STUDIED AND SCORED LIKE EUU ASK FOR

BUT EUU ALL TREAT ME WORSER

Have pictures for today buden lazy plus no mood. Cross country rocks today but not home. Morning 7:13 dardar msged me and say he now wake up and preparing.  He reached my house ard 8:10 den we chat and played. Bathed den off to e-learning, den dardar eat. After doing, went down to xin tian di ( lan ) to meet jeremy they all den jiu sth happen, sorry jeremy if euu think i so KNN as euu scolded me! Den they left us there doing nth. Com-ed, buden some how dun like the feeling there, it so sucks! Went for cross country, late buden at least not that vry late. Ran like okok larh, forget to bring HP along to listen to song while running, argh wasted. Came in 20th among whole sec two, not vry happy larh. Buden top 50 got the badge, brought home i told mama i 20 den got the badge, she jiu smile smile. I told papa i wan MP3 SONY for b'dae he say go listen to FM ( radio ), what the fuck?! Den i jiu say nvm, dunid sony, normal can lerh, $55 nia. He say listen phone, also can DL songs inside. Den mama say wana give me her old MP3 buden haven 5 songs jiu no batt, how to use? I jiu wun bring money to school from tuesday onwards, all my daily allowance i save to BUY B'DAE PRESENT FOR MYSELF. Papa promise to buy me a new lappy if i scored well, den he say cnt coz tat time when he promised he nvr think.

I changed my mine to camera, he say house have lerh. I jiu diam diam use old and lao ya cam, haven 1 day need charge lerh. Now i even change to MP3 $55 nia, he say go listen to radio. Den i scored so well for exams for wat? Good should be rewarded, den he ask me listen radio, FUCK THE WALL LARH! Every single money will be kept at home till i bought tat sony MP3!

Evil shall perish, as they do not deserve?
Or maybe not.
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though i did not deserve, euu chose me.
God chose me to be his child, so haix... 
Maybe God wans me to save myself.