what am i manzxc?

yo readers, zi lian time? haix... maybe not coz my fringe just cnt come in contact w each other. so sian... some more, everytime i smile, it seems so fake. maybe i dun have eur love anymore ):
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science - teached new topic lerh ( light ) guai right? i got listen derh leh, coz i really got to bulk up in my science.
english - did group work about my childhood poem. anyway, just wana say i know how to lip read. talking softly does not mean i dun know anything (: den time flies, which is a vry good thing.
recess - okay larh, but while going back for CE lessons.....
CE - otw, mr tan say about our blog stuff den say tat he told me get well soon. OMG, my previous blogskin derh CBOX, the bigbig one. wa lao, i forget tat one liao larh! fuck larh, next time dun put passerby...
maths - went through maths HW, ms aida say i guai coz stay back at school do HW. haha euu dun know the real reason... i was waiting for tat damn jackie to come back from chinatown w his parents... den i lonely there do HW lorh, or else really dk when got time liao lorh.
chinese - so boliao. i at there eat ms aida give derh lollipop... didn't really listen larh, so sian ~.~'"
LSA - got the opera thingy. very sian at first buden got one part got one person flip flip den pants drop. joke of the day larhxc. haha!
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after schoo, ate many things den jiu enrichment programme lerh. happy/sad/angry? i really dun know, w/o euu w me i seem to be lost... went dardar house play w xiao bai. end up go eat dinner w his parents again. hehe, nvm i went 500 head eat mac. the one near Rulang. went back to visit Rulang derh main gate haha coz cnt go in marh. awards Rulang got when PSLE 2009 results revealed. academic excellence awards, no of 4 A* 20, no of ppl get 270 above 18. so pro lorh, nvm Rulang is doing better year by year derh. i wana go Rulang sec larh, buden bo leh... nvm larh think i'll end here den go print english things lerh.

haix... 260609 end? we are like quarreling everyday leh. small things big things, anything and everything... 
i think, we both need a break right?
or is it the stress tat euu and i is facing?
nvm, i will try my best to understand and hope euu too <3
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