miracles happen to those who BELIEVE .

current mood : sad ( crying ) , guilty and regretted .
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woke up at 8 + den prepare jiu find dardar lerh . den jiu waited for jason , went to GP to eat mac for breakfast . went to JP walk walk , den meet linhui they all at BL control station . went to riverwalk with the two of them , happy coz of the decision they made there ! ate curry puffs as dinner , won golden village voucher . jason , me , junyuan , peixin and dardar all got it ! went for evening prayer meeting at riverwalk , den jason and dardar went home first . after prayer meeting , jiu chiong to find dardar with linhui den jiu com-ed jiu came home .

firstly , i wana thank DAWN for letting me know that our relationship is not strong as i think . 
i wun hate euu , and will like euu . 
if i have the chance to know euu , i will treasure euu like gold . 
if we break up because of euu , it's okay coz i think to highly of our relationship . 

secondly , i wana tell my dardar . 勉强是没有幸福的。so i wun force euu to like / love me . it's eur decision and i cnt thank euu . euu choose her , i can understand . maybe she is not as unreasonable as me , so i wun mind . euu can still be my didi / korkor if euu wan to . i said that my feelings for euu is 0% but actually is 100% ++ , i said that is because i wan euu to treat me better if euu really love me . but end up euu like dawn , it's okay , i am prepared for the worst . see euu tomorrow and to know eur good / bad news .