dardar , wat happen sia ? euu dun treat ur stead this way but why

me ?is it tat euu are hinting me to break with euu ? why must 

things end up lidat ? is not coz of bball or watever shit is 

jus ur attitudes towards me la , i knw euu tink is gd

but do euu knw there is still emptiness in me ? 

ppl hate me , so do euu , rite ? many ppl

love euu , so i VICTIM ?

i may be harsh on euu , but have euu wonder why on euu

and not on my friends ? euu tried ur best to make me 

hpy but evertime euu sae sorry is jus a word to

make me smile . my forgiveness is taken for

granted eh ? why lidat ? i sae sry i try to

change buden euu nvr sia ~ i try my

best to not vend my anger on 

   euu . but are we at a 

border line to

break ?

wan plae bball say play bball la , why tell me doin things ?

am i tat bad in ur eyes ? i always tell myself why i so

angry with euu . euu treat me this way wat for i

stay with euu ? nvm leh , i diam diam . euu 

used to tok to me and cheryl at bball

court wen euu playing half way , wen 

euu come take bike , wen euu sit 

down . but without her , euu jus 

shut ur mouth till i ask euu

things . why ?

euu used to do many things together with me but not now ? 

i wan a stead tat is bold and not a coward la . euu sae

scared bei da / bei ma by papa , dun wan cher call

ur parents , euu jiu need act fake break . euu got 

any couple in PSS fake break coz of cher de ma ?

dardar , not i xiaoqi or scld euu , i jus wana 

let euu knw tat NI BIAN LE ! euu are not

wat euu used to be . the patience in euu 

has run out . euu used to sae there is

only bball and me in ur heart , but

now , i tink not the case le . 

there is only bball in ur

heart now . 

euu might have ur reasons tat i have not heard frm euu , why not

try telling me ? euu keep everything to urself , wat am i to euu ?

a normal girl , or jus a substitute of HER ?? if i am jus a

substitute , den lets break . if i am not , i really dun

wana be angry with euu la . go ahead with ur

bball life and walk one step at a time ba . 

see wat will hpn to us if this continues. 

i jus wana sae tat i love euu and watever i meant is not scolding euu la . euu might hate me , hate me for all euu wan but i love euu ! euu can tok everything bad about me , but i wun anymore . i am a bad girl in ur eyes but euu are not a bad boy in my eyes . i can be everything bad in ur eyes , but euu are everything good in my eyes . i love euu JACKIE , can we please go back to our old days and not let bball and some ppl be in our way ?